| yee ha |
[Jan. 26th, 2005|09:13 pm] |
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So yeah i broke up with ray a little while ago. I went out and saw captain last night i was so excited i haven't seen him in awhile so that was great. I haven't talked to Jessica lately which i am really bummed about. I miss her and it sucks that we have no breaks together anymore. I hate work but it could be a lot worse so i can't say that much about it lol. Things have gotten bad with the parents but what's new about that lol. they got my grades and busted a nut. so yeah fun stuff. but anyways life goes on. school has been fine boring but fine. |
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[Jan. 3rd, 2005|11:11 am] |
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| | Linkin Park | ] |
So yeah i thought it might be time to update this again. So here is a sum of everything that has been happening to me. I am dating this guy named ray and he is really sweet and good to me. Then Captain got hurt and we thought it was a bowed tendon but it wasn't thank god. Sammy is back from new mexico for a while. My cousin got engaged at christmas which was awesome for her. I didn't do well this semester at school so i am going to have to work my ass off next semester. I get to go to my first 4-h ride-out tonight which is awesome. And New Years Eve was awesome. I hung out with Sam, Jess, Phil, Dan, Karen, Steve, Brian. It was a blast we were at Jess's house and we watched movies and played uno and had good food man it was so much fun i haven't done something like that in a long time. Well i will update more later i have to get back to my life. |
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[Dec. 8th, 2004|10:35 pm] |
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| | Velvet revolver | ] |
Ok so it has been awhile since i entered last. I am going to be riding Captian for 4-h which i am really excited about. I rode him on saturday and he was pretty good at the end he was responding really well. I was proud of him. But i found out a couple of days ago that captian got hurt and i can't ride him for a little while. He has a bump on his leg though Jess told me it has gone down quite a bit which is awesome. I am going to see him tomorrow. I am really bummed because i haven't seen him in a couple of days. I was going to go out yesterday but Rey didn't have duty and he left today so i ended up spending the day with him. Which was awesome because i really missed him. He was gone for about a week. He will be gone for another week to two weeks now. I feel bad though because I feel like i have betrayed Captain. I love Captian and i am doing my best to balance Captain, Rey, friends, work, and school. Captian is definately on the top of my list. Though some times it may not appear that way. I hope that Jess won't regret letting me use him for 4-h. I really want her to be happy that i am riding him. I really really don't want her to regret it.
Jess's new mare is so cute.
But i have been busy lately and it sucks lol. Exams are next week which definitely sucks.
I am going to go work on my essay for poli sci |
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| Argh |
[Nov. 6th, 2004|07:10 pm] |
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So i am really happy that Jess found that girl who is willing to give away her horse. I am just hoping that it will all work out and i hope that Captain's feet get better for her so that she doesn't think he was a waste of money. i hatre billing cycles cause i don't know when it begins or ends and it really bites. I went out riding today and rode Kelly. he is such a good boy but he is so hyper lol. He is looking ggod though he has a nice gut on him right now. I went with becca and that was pretty fun. I got bad news though yesterday. i am getting my wisdom teeth out on friday which means i miss work on friday afternoon/night and on Saturday morning though i have to go to work saturday night. i am glad to be getting my teeth out but i don't want to miss work.
Grr lol |
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| New Stuff |
[Nov. 4th, 2004|09:40 pm] |
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| | no idea what it is lol | ] |
I broke up with Brian because things just weren't working out. I am still not eating much and am more tired than ever. i have been trying to eat more just nothing ever seems appealing so i don't eat. I need to go figure out what classes i want to take next semester. I think i am going to get torricelli for my 102 english teacher. But overall i have been in a pretty decent mood lately. Which is odd because all this bad shit is happening to me. I don't understand it at all. I never understand anything though so i guess it isn't that exciting. lol
all right now that i updated i am going to go to sleep. |
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| Ha Ha |
[Oct. 26th, 2004|09:09 pm] |
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| | Breaking the Habit-Linkin Park | ] |
So i found out that i am really bad at updating this lol. But anyways here is what has been happening. I bought a phone and i might be canceling it lol. I just applied for the adoption of an 11 year old thoroughbred, Playing For Reel aka Playa to me lol, I almost have my halloween costume done, i have a great guy, and i have been totally not sleeping well and not eating well and both are having a very bad affect on me lol. |
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| Leaving |
[Sep. 24th, 2004|12:08 am] |
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| | 89x | ] |
So yeah i finally made up my mind that i am leaving my house tomorrow. I am not sure where i am going or how long i will be gone. All i know is that i can't stay here anymore. I am getting yelled at for every little thing and i can't take it anymore. I know i don't have it as bad as other people dio i just can't handle it anymore. My parents keep calling me stupid and dumb and it has just gotten bad. They are taking away my riding and i can't handle that. I am not allowed to call Brian anymore because it is "long distance" even though i am almost positive that it isn't. The fight tonight made up my mind for me there is no way i can stay in this house any longer. |
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| New |
[Sep. 1st, 2004|09:43 pm] |
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| | whatever is playing on 89x | ] |
This is the first time i have done this. I am so tired of doing the work i have to for my college classes. I hate reading text books and that is what i do in my political science class and it is extremely boring. I don't have time to write now will do it later. |
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